Thursday, February 5, 2009

Febuary 1st- A Day To Always Remember

February 1st marked the 1 year anniversary of Grandma Betty's death. We lost her very suddenly and we all miss her greatly. It has been a hard year but things are getting a little easier. I spent allot of time with grandma in the last ten years since she stored all of our lawn equipment. It was kind of like check in to go to her house and see if there were any messages or just to see if she needed anything. I saw her everyday in the summer and it has been a big adjustment. I am very thankful that Bailey got to know her grandma Betty. They spent allot of time together and created a very special bond. With this one year anniversary coming I wondered how we would all deal with things on that day, but as I have felt many times before I believe that grandma was watching over us and had something else in mind. As many of you know I had a miscarriage this past August it was very hard but I feel that I have dealt with it in a very positive manner. We have been trying to conceive for the last three months with no success. We decided that we would wait and try again this summer. Well, a great miracle occur ed on February 1st in the very wee hours of the morning, I had this feeling that I needed to take a pregnancy test, and sure enough it was positive. I could not believe it, so after 2 more positive tests I knew that it was true. So on Sunday morning I was able to share some good news with my folks, and it made a dreaded day a wonderful day that I was truly thankful for.

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